Not much is happening but i still find it hard remembering to do things, i forget i can come here to let of some steam or frustration.

I keep a book beside my bed and I find that lately if something is worrying me or i just can't sleep at night i'm writing in it.
I would never have done that at the begginning of last year.

I don't know why though cause it makes me feel free of all my fears and worries even just for those few sweet moments when my pen is on paper.

But once that pen is lifted and the book is put down they all come floating back.

And even though i have to deal with them for the rest of the day it doesn't bother me cause i know that i will always have my book and my pen (or in this case my computer and keyboard) and for just a little time everything is perfect.